I have to do something.
I don't want to, but I have to. Just suck it up and do it. It's time for pictures. Before pictures. I do not like taking my picture or having it taken or whatever. I never really have. I'm trying to convince myself that taking them now will be worth it later when I need encouragement or to show them to Ellen or Dr. Oz or something. But right now, I hate the idea. Figuring out how, and how many, and how close up, blah blah. What to wear, how to stand, where to stand...Arrrrgggggghhhhh. I get weirded out by the strangest things. I'd much rather just post this and claim it as me.